growing backwards
Blog URL http://lesservoice.blogspot.com
Located Bangor, Gwynedd United Kingdom
Tags music, ecology, philosophy, poetry, religion, politics, anthropology, psychology, writing
rambling and babblings fomr the asylum of my mind.... thoughts and impressions expressed sometimes clearly and sometimes in a hazy way.
Latest Blog Posts
- distil on Oct 1, 2009 in depression night distillation nocturnal ditil
A distillation of the nocturnal cast upon the dregs of the unborn morning, a sense of mourning scratches down the side of expectation, time to come means time is lost and bartered away for little more than backward glance. However fulfilled we remai...
- debt’ached .. shouting at shadows (debt chronicles #5) on Jul 16, 2009 in UK money credit crunch debt financiaal economy
It’s all coming to a head and I watch it like a rabbit in the headlights… life drains away with the anticipation… the worse is yet to come and there appears to be no getting out of the way.Frozen almost lifeless even before breath becomes extin...
- spider in the bath on Jul 6, 2009 in spider in the bath bath blog house spider bathroom welfare altruism home
There’s a spider in the bath. It was there earlier and it, he or she, though I suspect she from her size, is still there now, hours later. Every now and then I walk in and see her exploring her new porcelain-glazed world, her confines, her circums...
- sometimes… on Jun 14, 2009 in sadness depression loss psychology exhaustion mind
Sometimes I slip into a frame of mind where I just don’t see the point in anything. We live, we die, with an incredibly and invariable mixed up bit in the middle which seems to give more angst than pleasure. And then I get angry and find myself a...
- debt-tritus (debt chronicles #5) on Jun 3, 2009 in depression psychology credit crunch debt therapy psychotherapy
I can shake it off. It laps up and down against me like the flotsam and jetsam of a tide, crashing into me, eroding my sense of self and any vestige of self-esteem I may have left under this wan and thin skin.And yet I still choose to ignore it in a...
- a beautiful quiet on May 26, 2009 in birds sound insomnia dawn chorus sleepless morning beautiful quiet
Morning inclinations, a beautiful quiet, light seeps ravenous through my eyelids scratching at my eyes to fully waken even thought they have barely slept a sleep of any kind.Limbs ache, listening through semi-consciousness the sound of nothing stirri...
- clarity clouds #4.. demons on May 19, 2009 in depression clarity demons sleep despair clarity clouds psychotherapy
Demons come out at night, this much is true. Though many linger in the corner of your eye even in the daylight, taunting misshapes grovelling for scraps of weakness and then voraciously snapping at them with pitiless squeals. Once again my body...
